Status: In Progress
There's this thing that's can happen
where a new crew will feel a certain way in the beginning, it'll have a certain kind of magic
being in that space feels really good, and it sparks a lot of thoughts and feelings and growth
and there's a feeling that persists throughout the day and then the week
"there's people out there who have my back"
and then over time, that feeling changes a little, the vibe shifts
if that feel good is blasting off, then there starts to be sessions where there's a kind of failure to launch
and there's a bit of a insidious dynamic, where thinking about it feels bad or taboo
there's a fear that "all I'm seeing is novelty" and that's condemnable somehow
one fears that one cannot build lasting relationships
Some thoughts on this: